要看清楚一个人不难，当有问题出现时就可以了。。突然觉得自己好傻，好笨，曾经劝过自己不要那么傻了，因为从一开始我已经很清楚的知道，到最后受伤害得还是自己，没有人会理会你的感受。。一厢情愿啊，要怪就怪自己笨笨咯。。不过我怎样都没有想过原来一个人要变的时候真的很恐怖的，什么都不说，但他所做的东西真的会无形中让人超难受。。我不知道我可以做什么，可能我自己也知道做什么都没有用，该发生的还是发生了，我一直以来怕怕的事情还是发生了，而且还发生得让我措手不及。。现在的我只好尽量不要想那么多，就当他是一场梦，一场让我又爱又恨的梦，多么希望这场梦没有发生过，因为这样我会好过一些。接下来我应该知道我要怎么做了，终不能一直停在那一场梦里吧，该好好的醒醒了。。不过怎样都好，谢谢他。。

My friend~Mary wanna go to Dubai for work already so we had a farewell party for her...That night damn crazy,fun night^^That night i met some new friends too,4 guy who came from Netherlands(crazy guys)They were so so so high that night and keep on dance with me..haha..He became super jealous and just stand by me all night^^We had a farewell cake for her(chocolate cake) but at the end of the party,the cake became the weapon..
Here's some pic from that crazy night~~

It shouldn't start from the beginning,everything was wrong...I'm quite tired of it,may be this kind of thing didn't suit me,I can't stand anymore..What I need to do is stop it as soon as possible..I'm regret to do it and try to go back to the right way,but I didn't do what i should do and keep jump into this big hole....But now,I know I can...Just need to be tough to face it...

Recently,I don't know what happen to me,sometimes feel moody and sometimes feel happy..May be I'm too stress about something..When I face him,I really wanna be happy but it doesn't happen,just weird..When I try to talk to him deeply,he's always rejects my question and pretend that he don't know..But every time when i hang out with my friend to chit chat,he always unhappy one..and make me feel guilty..Now we didn't spend a lot of time to hang out,he always accompany his friends and i need to wait him,no matter till when(sometimes until midnight)..and when i try to tell him that I'm tired and wanna go back,we'll start argue..But he's the winner,every time we're argue,he must right and i am wrong..I cry many times because of it in front of my friend,but what else can i do,he's still the same....Bored+Sick+Hurt....I really hope that he'll understand soon....

Sometimes i don't know what should i do or what should i say,cause seems like I'm the middle person..Both sides are my friends,but i need to keep the secret and tell nobody..When i face one of them,i just feel like I'm a fake person..But if i share this secret with one of them,the world will like hell..And u know who's the one they most blame with~~~ME..
What should i do,i really sick of it><
I hate this feeling..

Recently i went to a lil charming coffee shop,typica cafe with my sister and her bf..I really love there(although it's really small..) haha..when i reached there,i saw 3 workers inside there,include the boss..they're so friendly..The workers there give us a glass of plain water but when i taste it,omg,lemon^^After that,just choose our coffee..U know what's the special of this cafe,they didnt use machine to make coffee,all the coffee at here are handmade coffee,really special and nice..And we can sit on the bar to watch her how to make the coffee...I can see that the boss really make the coffee by her heart..We order a cake too,tasty cake^^(yam flavour)
Show u guys out coffee and the cake^^
P/s:Dont think that u can get ur coffee as soon as possible,u really need to wait for it^^As i say,the boss make the coffee by her heart^^

很失望哦。。。因为自己的疏忽，我就错失了一个很好的机会。。。现在只可以继续等哦。。不过我还蛮开心的，因为可以休息一下，也可以跟我的大姐逛街。。嘻嘻。。希望第二次的机会快快来哦。。