Recently,I don't know what happen to me,sometimes feel moody and sometimes feel happy..May be I'm too stress about something..When I face him,I really wanna be happy but it doesn't happen,just weird..When I try to talk to him deeply,he's always rejects my question and pretend that he don't know..But every time when i hang out with my friend to chit chat,he always unhappy one..and make me feel guilty..Now we didn't spend a lot of time to hang out,he always accompany his friends and i need to wait him,no matter till when(sometimes until midnight)..and when i try to tell him that I'm tired and wanna go back,we'll start argue..But he's the winner,every time we're argue,he must right and i am wrong..I cry many times because of it in front of my friend,but what else can i do,he's still the same....Bored+Sick+Hurt....I really hope that he'll understand soon....

Sometimes i don't know what should i do or what should i say,cause seems like I'm the middle person..Both sides are my friends,but i need to keep the secret and tell nobody..When i face one of them,i just feel like I'm a fake person..But if i share this secret with one of them,the world will like hell..And u know who's the one they most blame with~~~ME..
What should i do,i really sick of it><
I hate this feeling..

Recently i went to a lil charming coffee shop,typica cafe with my sister and her bf..I really love there(although it's really small..) haha..when i reached there,i saw 3 workers inside there,include the boss..they're so friendly..The workers there give us a glass of plain water but when i taste it,omg,lemon^^After that,just choose our coffee..U know what's the special of this cafe,they didnt use machine to make coffee,all the coffee at here are handmade coffee,really special and nice..And we can sit on the bar to watch her how to make the coffee...I can see that the boss really make the coffee by her heart..We order a cake too,tasty cake^^(yam flavour)
Show u guys out coffee and the cake^^
P/s:Dont think that u can get ur coffee as soon as possible,u really need to wait for it^^As i say,the boss make the coffee by her heart^^